Motivation

Ugh. I don't know where my motivation has gone... but it has left the building. I don't know what it is. I'm quite disappointed in myself. Actually, I'm extremely disappointed in myself. I was doing so incredibly well.

I went on vacation and ate terribly, Chris and I said it was a vacation from everything. Unfortunately, my motivation that I thought would eagerly return... hasn't. Chris and I got engaged in Vegas and I figured wanting to fit into a wedding dress would be the best motivation a girl could possibly want. I don't know why it isn't though.

I have decided that tomorrow is a new day, and I will start eating correctly and I will start working out the way I was. No more bullshit excuses I keep giving myself. That's my new motto. No more bullshit.