Baseball Bloat

I had a really good day off yesterday. Me, Chris, and my Mom went and saw Wall-E. It was super cute! I loved it ^_^. Then me, Chris, Aly, and my Dad went to see the Rangers play. We were in the sun for like 8 innings! Blah. It got so freaking hot Chris went and bought us hats, so now I have a pink Rangers hat - which I may or may not ever wear again lol. Either way, we sat in the "all you can eat" seats. So I ate like a freaking cow! And I haven't had that much soda in quite some time. Needless to say, I felt like shit afterwards. Then surprisingly I lost .2lbs from yesterday morning... hmm maybe my body really needed those 2 hot dogs and nachos... haha.

Yesterday was also my lunarversary for my weight loss. It has been 3 months. I am extremely surprised I have continued this long. I have never kept up with something like this - ever.

36lbs down... 64lbs more to go!

TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY

The book (TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY) has me really thinking. I really don't know how to describe how I feel about this book. I really do think it should be something that all teenagers read. I don't want to say that it was the greatest book ever, but it's direct and makes you think about everything you've done in life. How you're actions have affected someone else, and how you should really think before you act. It really blew my mind. I don't want to suggest anyone to read it, and be put in the dark place I'm in. Yet - I feel that everyone should read it...

Anyways... I haven't worked out this week like I promised myself - whoops. One of the reasons I haven't is because Aly has stayed with us and I don't want to leave her alone while Chris and I go work out. Riiiight. :P Tomorrow however I am going to go to yoga with Mom and Aly, so at least that is a workout. Then right back on the workout wagon I go!

CW-210.4

10.4 freaking lbs until I'm under 200lbs. Holy cow I'm super excited ^_^

Brrr!

I'm freezing my freaking ass off at work. It's the summer time and I am sitting here with a hoodie on and a blanket wrapped around me! And I'm usually a warm natured person, blah. Everything is going pretty good. My sister is staying with me and Chris until Saturday. Haven't really hung out with my sister in quite awhile, it was nice yesterday not having any plans and her not running off to hang out with friends/boyfriend.

I am still in a workout slump. UGH! So much for pushing myself out of it. One of the problems I believe is that I'm on my period, and for some reason this month's is making me feel like utter poo. I think I just might blame Aunt Flo on last weeks non workoutness! Haha when worst comes to worst - blame her :P. Maybe tonight I can convince Chris to play raquetball instead of just the normal elliptical/weights/elliptical. I get so very bored of that, even though working out and eating better has helped me achieve a loss of 33lbs, I still want nothing what-so-ever to do with the gym. I was really good at the beginning, and now Chris practically has to drag me to the gym to get me to work out. :\

Seriously - I need to get it fucking together...

It's been awhile...

So it's been a little while since the last time I posted. I am now down to 30lbs lost. That is such a great accomplishment! I had a "cheat day" on Wednesday and I am fully hating myself for eating like I did. I thought the day after would just be water weight, but it still hasn't gone away. I hate that one day of being bad led to like 2lbs being put back on my body. And I haven't even eaten as bad as I'm going to this month. I still have my father's day thing, and we're doing this potluck dinner at work. ::sigh::

Chris and I wanted to celebrate our 5 1/2 year anniversary on Sunday, but everything we think about celebrating deals with eating. It's bad when he said we should celebrate the first thing that came to mind was.. well where can I eat now and "celebrate"?

I also have been in a workout slump. I haven't wanted to work out for the past like week. I'm usually ok with it, and now my mind is finding ways to try to get out of working out. I just need to suck it up and do it. I was doing so well when I was working out harder. Not trying at the gym is pointless... you might as well not go.

I'm done rambling... for now.